6 Weeks & 1 Day

LA Rams onesie, collecting dust, tags still on, your new logo sucks.

Readying Joy

The room — cold enough to pull up the hair on a pair of thin, freckled arms — fills slowly. The television — on the wall facing an audience of side-by-side mothers — jokes loudly.   The eyes — wet with the secret of the hour and lashed with shame — open rarely.  A woman in…

Grown Ass Woman

I am a big girl When they laughed me out of our childhood clubhouse because “no girls allowed,” I felt my girl rain down the sides of my face while they watched my open-tooth smile fall out of place and erased every trace of me from our secret play space. I tried and tried to…

No Body’s Home

Dust-covered and deflating, empty and waiting, the Sofa sat wanting and fading for years. He cleared space in His closet, covered up every bone, bought Her on credit, a promise of Home, and one wounded day,  She wondered how she wound up alone. she stopped being a front-room fixture the first time He flipped her,…

Animal

maybe you were just juggling fresh fruit in a farmers market. maybe you didn’t know what happens when you harvest too soon. maybe you didn’t pull me off the vine before I was ripe. Or maybe you thought it was neat the way it looked when I exploded across the kitchen floor the night you…

China Doll Television

Cream-colored milk filled the cream-colored bowl and layered over a handful of frosted, wheat squares as the tale of his day spilled out onto the kitchen counter. At 7 a.m., he woke up. At 7:30 a.m., he brushed his teeth. At 8 a.m., he dropped me off at school, then broke the speed limit on…

Winter Mourning

For a woman who always had so many words — so many witty, sincere, and important words — nothing I could say would ever really be enough. The holidays are coming, and I miss her. My grandmother, my Baa, is always going to be with me. A fire that flames out in the flicker of…

Lukemia

Somewhere on the other end of the telephone, home froze over.