This is Marcello,
he is mostly green,
and a little brown and yellow,
keeping him alive is tough
But I can tell, though,
He is resilient.
He was a hard sell,
I didn’t want him at first,
I thought if I fell
It would just be the worst,
Because everything in my garden always died.
No matter the size, or if I kept it inside,
I never learned how to plant roots no matter how hard I tried
Love was just a seed I couldn’t sow, a song I’d never know, a way I just didn’t go,
So how did it come alive in a pot beneath my dusty window?
See the thing about Marcello
He looks right through my brown and my yellow
Knows that I laugh when I can’t muster a bellow,
Hears my heart say yes when my fear is screaming hell no
And when my arms are too weak to shoulder my own sorrow
He carries it in his
He soaks my tears into the soil at his feet
Says despite what we’ve lost, we won’t admit defeat,
Wanting something more doesn’t mean we’re incomplete
Who knows what can bloom in a womb filled with hope?
He reminds me to watch the sun rise
Not just the sun set
Says there’s no good answer for all your “whys”
But that doesn’t mean you should forget
Yesterday’s rainfall is why we get to live
Digging out what used to be
And making the bed,
Never came easy to me
So he just makes it instead
Every day, while I pick up the pieces again
I’ll never know how he can be so mellow
Why he brightens every time I sing Adele, oh,
It’s not really singing, it’s more like a yell, so,
My love, my little Marcello,
Maybe for us, the thing
I can do really well is grow
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